Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005

update on Saturday night

I have calmed down a little bit since I last wrote an entry. Things will be fine, I know they will and God will take care of me. I also wish He would send some free anti-anxiety meds to me, but that's not happening so I'll have to rely on my deep-breathing techniques and working out.

I sorted through my pictures and threw away doubles and bad ones. It's amazing how many people I've lost contact with. It saddens me that I'm not rushing online to run these people down, but life changes, people move on. I may not see these people again but I have the memory of the good times we had through pictures.

I have been steadily applying for jobs in Kansas City although I'm pretty sure that none of them are exactly what I want to do with my life. A job that pays is better than no job at all.

Only about 9 weeks until I leave NJ forever. I am actually getting a lump in my throat thinking about it.

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